Unstable

she dRHinks the gRHief,

whines over lost dRHeams.

she dRHowns the misery

but like a brick, she’s sinks.

the sorRHow, now is swimming,

while with air, she is gasping;

heaRHtbeat’s erratic,

body’s trembling in panic.

she enjoys to stay miseRHable,

oblivious and unstable.

for the pain makes her alive;

the stitches and wounds she suRHvived.

for cRHying in a bucket!

hope she clears her head,

he’s gone and missed his chance,

she has to stabilize her stance.

each night is to paRHty,

not to relive the cathaRHsis;

lift another “ttekkeRHi!”,

and call it quits.

for my "alcoholic" friend who has found her real love ^^ hehehehe!